memory

late at night, when all the world is slepping. i stay up and look upon the stars, it makes me think of you and her....think of my past. think of the moment we were watching stars together.

yes, i love stars. i feel so happy once i look at the stars, they brighten my world and my heart.

i miss those moments, but who knows you are the one who hurts me the most, i couldnt imagine. so u shall teach me how to accept the truth. after that i felt that i am actually a fool to you .

i remember you were abandoned me during campfire, i was searching for you and i wonder how could you leave me alone?

i remember the way u give up on me and u choosed her. tat moment is so damn clear til now.

from that day onwards, i hate your attitude i hate your sellfishes i hate the way to talk to me i hate the way you act like nothing at all i hate your everything.

and a million apologizes can never bring me back. you shall know that i wouldnt forgive you , no matter watever nonsense you talk watever shit you did, i wouldnt trust you anymore.the worst thing is you dont even want to apologize, no even a SORRY. actually what's in your mind?

is it so interesting to hurt me?

well

you should know your behaviour and you dicision had a deep impact on me. is you make me felt hopeless, make me not believe in whatever you guys say make me dont feel like falling in love TILL NOW. i am so scare i'll meet another guy like you. can you imagine how serious is my PHOBIA?

from beginning till the end, you were lying to me. you keep lying and lying.

luckily i still have my friends my soulmates, they gave me a lot of support

till now, you're nothing to me. i dont even answer your call dun bother your msg. it is a waste of time

BECAUSE YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME

seriously, i hate you

i think i should ended here otherwise i will feel angry and spoilt my mood

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tomorrow we will having extra class for chemistry. okay, thermochemistry