so, what to say somemore?
you have leaved us, unexpected, unbelievable, unacceptable.
i received meichin's message when i was bathing and listening the song.
" foo huei theng passed away..."
WHAT? pause the song-reply message : " serious? kidding? "
hopefully she'll reply my msg with : " ya lar, kidding"
but it doesnt come true, she said : "yes, in an accident this morning" she said peiqin told her.
no way, i have to confirm with peiqin, -msg sending-...i received "YES" from peiqin
i was staring the msg blankly, crying , stamping the floor. dont feel like bathing... came out, re-open facebook account-viewed ur profile-saw everybody post RIP in your profile.
i told myself: nah, may be it's a blunder case.
i keep on lieing to myself, until the newspaper reported that an accident killed you, until your bf confirmed with us, until i saw you lying in the coffin just now. i want to hug your dad, he was crying and crying. we want to give him comfort. he looks so sad and...no word can discribed.
how would you feel if you were her daddy, the one who waited for her back from KL every weekend?
stay strong uncle!
oh god! how could You take away her life ? a kind-hearted, sweet, soft-spoken's girl? her life must be fulled with dreams and what the important thing is she havent achived her dream to become a fashion designer. UNFAIR...how could this happened to my friend.
i feel like contact with you last few weeks, but i didnt managed to do this. im regret. now, there's no more chance for me. i wasnt had my dinner yesterday, every food seems like taste-less, i couldnt sleep well, after i saw you lying on the road side in the newspaper.
why you leaved us?
you're an angle, you'll be an angle, you're our angle.
you will always in my memory
one word describe : unpredictable
so what you waiting for? dont shy, dont feel desitate,love and appreciate the one you feel like love-ing, your friends your family.
SO MY DEAR FRIENDS, I LOVE YOU ALL, IN CASE I HAVE NO MORE CHANCE TO SPEAK THIS. if i was died, please remember i have told you this "i love you"
we should know there's too late to regret
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