homed

it had been 5 weeks i didnt back to hometown, once i reached on saturday night and had my dinner, i saw him

hoi seriously, i had a shock when i saw him.

it was like thunder and lightning suddenly.
how i wish he couldn't see me. though i am not sure whether he saw.

what the f*ck is this.

honestly, i do not dislike or hatred on him or feeling sad or WHATSOEVER.
i have no idea how i feel as well.
silent from me.

ok, if really wish to hear a word from me, it would be: miss
yes.
miss.
i miss him.

but i can do nothing.

but at that moment, it was like THE END for me, memories flooded. there are no may be's, no but's, no why's.
who knows whether it is the end or not.

ps: and the OP is on 10/7/12. after this, everything will  be back to normal, and we will live happily ever after.