Never try to change.

I often perceived as an arrogant person, self-centered and low self-esteem. i wonder how can arrogant and low self-esteem happen on me at the same time. I was once blind, but when I'm getting elder, i see what's hiding inside of me - the one never stop judging and doubting.

The song below is repeated  for a thousand times. I found it meaningful.

Put your make-up on, get your nails done. Curl your hair, run the extra mile
Keep it slim so they like you, do they like you?

Get your sexy on, don't be shy, girl.Take it off, this is what you want, to belong, so they like you
Do you like you?

Wait a second, why should you care what they think of you?
When you're all alone by yourself, do you like you?
Do you like you?

You don't have to try so hard. You don't have to give it all away. You don't have to bend until you break
You just have to get up. You don't have to change a single thing

Take your make-up off. Let your hair down. Take a breath, look into the mirror, at yourself
Don't you like you?
'Cause I like you

I am always who I am, but it needs a lot of courages to stop worrying what consequences it will bring if this true me never change. At the same time I never forced people to stay beside me if they don't. Cause I believe the one belong to me will try to tolerate and accept who I am.

oh well I actually cannot focus on what I'm going to share because words can barely describe how i feel. or may be, I have no longer possess the ability of expressing myself. Or, I never capable in expressing.