Like An Idiot

There's certain time i feel so depress about the unsolved problem.
It's not a problem if you wanted to define it deeply. It is never a problem.

"have you ever considered that you lead yourself the most. you become attached to the idea of being with that person. 
you begin imagining being with them and plan little events with them in your head. 
but when you face every single day without that person, it's only you that feels the devotion, it's you who breaks your own heart"

Just so fucking true.
I was like an idiot staying in my own world and building all the imaginations.

I am the one who hurt myself the deeply and terribly.